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no sky to dream under

by blanklymeow

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1.
it's too tough to be effervescent. life is not a gift at the present. trying hard to exchange pleasantries with no leaves so i'm sad. it's too late to try at all. steady is the rise, abrupt is the fall. i'll spend some time but man...kind is not something that i believe in. people play nice, they look left when you're not right then sink their teeth in. they leave your life and so you're sad. you've been fooled twice and you never learn a single fucking lesson. you trust your gut which leaves you second guessing. you're no less than second best at letting down everyone who needs you. there's no hope left for you, you sad sack. the earth explodes, it takes you back. the earth explodes and from afar it looks beautiful.
2.
i'm no good, i'm just junk. i'm not likable. i'm recyclable and stuck in my filth. out from my rubble, beauty spills. "yea right!" "yea, sure thing!" "if ya say so!" "if ya think!" i'm not cool. i'm not me. i'm hardly anything that i wanna be, man!
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4.
mecha song 01:58
pilot standby! fight for your life until you understand why there's no time for modus operandi. molehills look like mountains to these ant eyes. engage! attack! what's with all the heat that my suit attracts? evade impending doom then i circle back. i'll never ever lose and that's a goddamn fact! prime directive: a future that's bright and non-defective. i've got a little gun and my mood's redemptive. the foe that i am is unrelenting, so engage! attack! i'm coming for your head whether it's first or last. evade impending doom and then i circle back. i'll never ever lose and that's a goddamn fact BRUH
5.
stay still. nothing can hurt you but dry spells, dreams where you're falling down deep wells, and songs of despair past your doorbell murmuring, "why try?" stay chill. nothing can hurt you but i will if you don't treat me nice! real shit! i carry my pain and conceal it while wondering, "why try?"
6.
last dream 03:20
there's something more than fate that guides me. there's something worse than shame that hides the truth. it's something deeper than a wound. something eager in me looms and yearns for life. but... with no sky left to dream under, why dream at all?
7.
purple 02:41
wrapped in your sheets, it preys on me: you've probably been this happy. i've got nothing new to give you. i've got nothing that you need. i'm just a name and face that kissed you; why would you slow down for me? shake in my seat, grind down my teeth; stare at my feet or anywhere but you. i've got nothing cool to tell you. i've got nothing that you need. i'm just another fool who fell too deep and now i'm on my knees in the dirt, building up my monument to you. i saw it grander in my head but this was all that i could do.

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epilogue to "FIST OF GOD '98"
prelude to "A song for a computer"

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released July 18, 2023

everything by kelly except...

robin schnepf - bass + vocals on "purple"

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